Wednesday, February 8, 2012

and the earth came to life

Perseverance
It was a pretty quick and easy decision to make in regards to purchasing my visa and trekking permit on the web after a couple of my friends offered me the idea of climbing the Nyiragongo Volcano in the DR of Congo.  Those of you who know me well know that I jump at the opportunity to live life on the edge and experience new things and places if I am able; I know for a fact that the risk taking/travel bug will always be crawling on my soul.
Even though I hadn’t received word that my visa to cross the Uganda border over to the DRC had been approved, we all jumped in a luxurious van at 6am on Friday the 6th of January to head towards Kisoro, Uganda (10km from the DRC-UG border).  “Luxurious van” is no joke…all of the seats reclined, we had a freezer (which we stored our goodies in after shopping in Kampala on our way out), a coffee and ice maker (which we didn’t put to use) and plenty of leg space; we were set.  Our friend and driver Robert was an excellent companion to have along the way.
We reached Kisoro after a 12 hour drive, winding around hills and mountains, dodging falling rocks, and sifting through the dust.  After we checked into our small guest rooms (we looked for space in three different places) we rested a bit, showered up and went looking for supper.  Just down the road we found the Golden Monkey with an appetizing menu…it was around 845pm…ten minutes later our waiter came to us and asked if we could wait until 11pm, needless to say, we moved on.  We walked a bit down the road to find Graceland where we had surprisingly delicious curry and a couple of cold Clubs. 
We woke up Saturday morning hoping that my visa pass would be in my inbox but it had failed to arrive so we walked to a little coffee shop where we enjoyed cappuccinos and cafĂ© mocha’s.  Around 2pm we decided to throw in the towel as it would have been too late and somehow dangerous to drive to Goma (capital city of DRC).  Therefore, we decided to take advantage of our stay and walk around to the different pubs around Kisoro (which is literally a street) and try out the “local” brews.  We started at the Golden Monkey and tried Mutzig (which I have enjoyed before in Rwanda) and then down the street to drink a Primus (Rwanda beer) and then stopping at Graceland for a Smirnoff and chicken.  We did the best we could to pass the time, enjoying each other’s company and sharing stories to entertain ourselves. 
Then we had to be realistic and decide what to do; as many people back home do not work on Sunday’s we knew the office that was handling my visa would not be able to push it through until Monday and we couldn’t wait until Tuesday to climb…so we made the decision to try and cross the border and be ready to climb Monday.  Luckily, Davey, one of my traveling buddies has a friend who lives in Kisoro and he had a name we could contact to help us through the challenge of getting a DRC stamped on my passport.  In the morning we met Safari Innocent who milked as much as he could out of us while “helping” us cross the border.  We first paid him for the visa stamp, went back and forth talking to the Chief of the Congo border where they talked to us individually and finally after three hours and a bear hug from the “top dog” I was given a stamp and we were allowed to cross.
However, we were unable to proceed with our plans to visit Goma (as they would not allow me to enter the city apparently) and we were told we could not travel with our own vehicle.  So they put us up in a small “hotel” just across the way where we were rushed to make decisions as to what to eat and when, when we would be leaving, when we would be paying to stay, etc.  A couple hours of lazing around the place, and setting up our own transport from the hotel to Virunga National Park, we went to set out for a look around the area.  Suddenly, low and behold Safari showed up and took as around…we went to a small pub after winding through the tiny “town” where we sat at a table that was placed in a small three walled concrete space and a tarp as the fourth wall…we talked and revisited our recent measure of reaching where we had thus far.  Then dinner time came and of course Safari escorted us back to our “hotel.” We walked into a room where they had set up our dinner…hen and rice…and to our surprise there were not three chairs but four where Safari posted up and took as much dinner as he liked…very interesting.
After supper we crashed early and woke before the sun was up, to Safari waiting for us, and our transport arrived.  Luckily, Safari didn’t join us on the journey to the Park…farewell Safari.
The ride from where we were staying, just at the border, to Virunga National Park was nearly three bumpy hours, where there are literally “no roads in the Congo.”  As we bounced around and looked out  window, I couldn’t help but feel a sincere difference right away between Uganda and DRC.  To me it seemed grey and eerie.  It’s hard for me to describe but the houses were much different, there were randomly placed two story houses here and there, the “stages” were entirely different than Uganda, people clumped together here and there and then for a few kilometers there seemed to be no life around at all.
Driving wildly around potholes and other obstacles we watched lorries filled with people pass us by…not quite sure where they were going or where they came from but I have never in my life seen so many people sitting on top of mysterious packages…we passed these truck loads frequently.
Finally, we arrived at the “Park” where we found hardly anyone spoke English, but after signing their registration book, eating a small sandwich at the bottom of the hill, organizing how many porters we would need to carry our bags, we set off, just like that.
Walking into the forest, over rocks, up and down, winding through the trees, the sun was surprisingly hot.  We were told we’d have four stops along the way and that the hike up would take between five and six hours.  The first stop came more quickly than I had expected, the second as well…but after that second stop up we went…walking on top of broken up lava which was by far one of the trickiest things my feet have done since being here in East Africa.  After what seemed to be a never ending hill of lava remains I looked up and saw the peak of our lovely destination far above.  From below she looked like a hill, one in which didn’t look so challenging, but after resting at our third stop we knew we were in for it.  Thunder started coming along and we thought we’d “hurry” to try and reach before it came…ha, hurry.
The further we went the more steep our climb became, no more lava rocks or tree stumps but a combination of everything.  We stopped before our fourth stop at some small little shack to escape the drizzle.  Luckily, it seemed we had climbed high enough that the storm missed us and we were able to carry on after a 20minute break.  The last stretch…wow, we were literally walking vertically.  In my entire life, I have never felt as if I was walking straight up; the guides simply seemed to think that we were professionals as they went along their merry way.  The last stretch, though it may have been the shortest in distance as we could see the cabins in which we would be staying took us the longest.
And all of a sudden, there we were. We had reached…they showed us where we’d be staying the night and we set down all of our things and looked down…woa, we had come a far way.  After settling in for a bit and lying down, Emmanuel our front guide knocked on our door; it was time to meet Nyiragongo face to face.  We climbed just a couple of feet and there we were at the crater of an active volcano.  I was stunned…the sound of the lava rang in my ears as if we were standing next to the ocean.  We couldn’t see her lava very clearly at first as she was blowing steam/smoke…1000 meters down; we were staring at the largest lake of lava in the world! We stood up there for nearly one hour and then Emmanuel told us to climb back down to our cabin, eat something, and then again we would go up and see her in all her glory after dark.
In our little cabin we had a small gas burner were we heated up milk that came from a box and took tea…a bit later Davey heated up one of his “mountain ready” meals…where all you have to do is add boiling water to a bag of dried vegetables and rice and we all dug in straight from the bag with our spoons.  After resting a bit, Emmanuel was back again…this time we really layered up.  When we looked up, the sky was a magnificent red…a red sky in which I have never and may never see again.  We reached and looked and there she was; waves and waves of lava crashing together…boils and steam flowing from all directions. There was no rhyme or reason to her activity, she was just alive…live earth burning…just waiting, as if she had a secret…laughing silently that soon she would erupt.
To the left was a full beautiful white moon and in the distance, far off, we saw lightening…stars in the   sky…Goma lights twinkling as if they would survive generations to come (sincerely the next Pompeii).  Despite the coldness (four pairs of socks, stocking cap, two scarves, three coats, two pairs of pants, and gloves), we watched her in awe for nearly two and half hours.  Taking photos, I tried to capture one of the most beautiful and epic scenes I have ever seen in my life.  I couldn’t help but think to myself that yes, this is where I am meant to be; 11,000 feet high in the sky, literally standing at the crater rim of an active volcano, listening as if to hear her breathe, watching the movements of boiling life, seeing different things, imagination flowing rapidly and wildly like each new wave of lava crashing into the other; sincerely breath-taking. To experience such an amazing creature of this world, to be standing at the crater rim in the DRC, having climbed 11,000 feet, eh, it was an adventure I didn’t see coming yet there I was, there we were.  Three of us coming from different backgrounds, one year ago we didn’t even know of each other’s existence yet we had just climbed to the top of a volcano and now we share lasting memories.
After feeling as if we were going to freeze we walked back down to our little cabin built a small fire and had a small bowl of soup.  Around midnight we decided to rest our bones…sleeping in a cabin, feet away from the boiling earth…imagine. 6am came with a blink of an eye, we woke up to Emmanuel knocking at our door…”come, I am taking you to the sun”…we layered up, grabbed our camera’s…and we literally walked to the sun.  Instead of walking straight up we were walking sideways on the side of Nyiragongo…no railing to keep us from falling all the way down, slipping on rocks, and walking through her steam we reached our destination…the sun was a light yellow and surrounded by dark clouds…the distance was overflowing with white clouds that looked like waves crashing on the shore…Nyiragongo seemed to be resting as only some small smoke was rising from her core.  After taking in the sunrise and the surroundings the best we could…we were escorted down to our cabin and told to pack quickly as we were ready to make the hike down.  It was such a rush and all of sudden there we were slipping and sliding down the most difficult part of our hike up.
After taking our time for the most part, we reached the small shack we stopped at the day before to catch our breath but not nearly for as long as we had rested the first time.  And off we went…on the way up the day before I found myself thinking and having time to try and imagine my life…where I am currently, where I have been, where I may go…all sorts of questions popped up and I tried to allow myself the time to reflect.  However, the climb down did not provide such room for thoughts…instead of contemplating my “next step in my life” I was literally searching for my physical “next step.” 
And there I found myself placing one foot in front of the other trying to avoid making the wrong choice which could have easily led to a twisted ankle or a chance to fall.  And I thought to myself, maybe this is one the best lessons I have learned along the way thus far…that there is only so much I can do in trying to plan the “next step” in my life…but right at this moment…I can only focus on what is in front of me.  All other distractions disappeared and there I was in the current moment looking for the best way to protect myself and provide myself with the best opportunity to make it down the mountain in one piece. And of course we did after only stopping briefly along the way to take a sip of water and photos of our tracks; we reached the bottom of the hill in three hours where we stripped our layers and extra socks and threw on our flip flops to give our toes a chance to breathe. Going from freezing weather to the hot sun was no joke like night and day…and there we were the three of us successful mountain/volcano climbers.
The rest of the trip was a breeze; we checked back into our humble abode, took a shower, celebrated with a cold club, water and soda…met a few wonderful people for supper at the Golden Monkey, shared stories, and went to rest our bones.  The next morning we were on the road towards Jinja at 6am…we stopped at the Equator…the EQUATOR, I type and even say that to myself as if it’s just one more thing we did, took some photos and traveled along our merry way.  We reached in good time, found our friends congratulating us at our success and home to Wanyange I went.
As I reflect now a bit more on the journey…and yes, it was a journey…the experience in itself is one I shall never forget.  You know, these last few weeks I have found myself confused, unsure, sincerely living the unknown.  To be honest, I have never been so free in my life.  Over and over I repeat that living in Africa was my ultimate goal and here I am…again, I failed to think about the “next step” after living some of my life in Africa…and climbing up, standing at the crater rim of an active volcano, and climbing down (along with all the other small adventures within our journey), I felt and still feel as if this place…Uganda, East Africa, what have you…holds so much…adventure, experiences, work opportunities, life lessons…and it’s as I have to decide what kind of lifestyle I want to lead right here and now.
It’s not just the thrill of walking across the Uganda border to the Democratic Republic of Congo, climbing Nyiragongo Volcano, swimming in Lake Bunyonyi, visiting the Rwanda Genocide Memorial, riding on coasters to and from Kampala, sitting on the back of a boda boda on the way to Bujagali Falls, etc. And it’s not just about meeting with my women in Ntinkalu every week, watching them progress in their diligence of truly making Lazarus Community their programme, and searching for better ways to make it sustainable; and it’s also not about visiting here in Kyarusozi (which I just arrived today, Day 1 of my 2 week experience), trying to help start another HIV/AIDS support group and doing administrative work for the Sisters….it’s about living my life. LIVING my life.  All of these amazing, wonderful, unexpected, adventures, challenges, trips, etc., have come together to make up my Ugandan/African life and how do I go from having all of these opportunities literally at my doorstep to deciding when enough is enough?
My mission in coming to Uganda has reached so many generous and interested people, and the potential of truly making Lazarus Community sustainable is sincerely there.  As I continue to fill you in on my different walks of life and trying my best to give you a feel as to what it was like to climb a volcano or walk through the streets of Jinja…what I am really here for is what you all have continued to support…and my heart is simply beyond invested in completing this mission.
The longer I am here, the more I feel that I am called to be here.  The more I experience, the more I realize that this is a life in which I was born to lead.  The more people I meet the more potential I see come from my original mission.  The more I do the more I recognize I should be doing.
The experience of a lifetime doesn’t have to ever end; of course a trip to DRC has designated timeframe, and the adventure will continue to run through my veins…but the experience of living life in Uganda…the feeling of making this place my home away from home…it resides within.  I continue to ask for your prayers…as I continue to discern and look for ways of doing more for what I have come to do…what have I come to do? I have come to Uganda to offer what it is that I have, to remain open hearted and open minded as to what I can do, and to truly invest in what can be done.
I have been in Kyarusozi which is about 30km from Fort Portal (which is what you will find on a map and about 7 hours from Jinja); for two and a half weeks. I just arrived back home in Wanyange (Jinja) yesterday afternoon!  I had been requested to go there to help with administrative work and helping to revamp the Sisters HIV/AIDS support group for positively living individuals…the connection to the internet and even the outside world is not nearly as clear and easy as it is in Jinja…I did my best to record my daily activities so that I will be able to share with you this chapter of my life…that update will be coming soon!
I want to thank you for continuing to follow my journey…for your generosity, understanding, and patience.  I only hope that you too take the time to reflect upon your most recent adventures, experiences, day to day life to see where you are, where you have been, and where you may be heading…you don’t have to climb to the top of a volcano to truly feel and see the beauty of this life.
Much Love and many blessings,
Anne Therese
      Ps- I’d like to welcome home Joseph Ryan Deitchman who has been serving our country as a soldier in the United States Army in Afghanistan for one year…he sas arrived safely in the U.S.; I could not be more grateful for his safe journey home and his selflessness. Welcome home Joey!!!








































Saturday, January 14, 2012

Away from Home yet Home for the Holidays

The Holiday’s seemed to have flown by like dust in wind…This was the first time I have ever been away for such special family days and although we were an ocean apart fortunately I was able to share some of the festivities via technological ways to wish my loved ones a very Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
There’s something to say about traditions and how they somehow make you who you are…tie you to where you’ve been, enable you to truly appreciate the past, present, and future.  At home we were always Christmas tree shopping and decorating weeks before, here in Uganda we were decorating on the 23rd…the Christmas tree was spruced with Holiday cheer yet it wasn’t overflowing with the homemade decorations from preschool on up through the years…but it twinkled and brought happiness to the corner of the room…as did the rest of the decorations hanging from the wall and book cases.
I was able to spend Christmas Eve with my Sisters at Vigil Mass and rested only a short amount of time before singing Christmas Carols and watching my family enjoy their Christmas cake via skype…and with the rising hot sun we awoke and celebrated Christmas mass together followed by preparing a wonderful brunch.  During the day I met up with a few of my lovely friends that I have been blessed with here and the night ended with a special Christmas dinner and exchanging presents at “home.”
The Holiday season truly does permit time to prepare oneself…not just for shopping, gift wrapping or decorating…but preparing the heart…preparing the way.  I found myself trying to reflect back on how far I’ve come…where I’ve been…what I’ve been doing…to prepare myself for the new year, which holds an abundance of opportunity and mystery.  I found that that I am still reflecting, still discerning, still trying to figure “things” out.  As many times as I have mentioned this, Africa was always my plan…Uganda has now become my life…what is there to figure out then one may ask? Everything.
A couple of weeks ago we all were able to ring in the new year…2012; imagine.  I rang in the new year by first cruising on the Nile with my loving group of friends and the ball dropped when we were all together toasting to new adventures, new perspectives, and new experiences.  These last several days of our new year have found me in the sun surrounded by this beautiful life.  I am realizing that I am not quite certain of what to expect in these coming months.  Toasting to new adventures, perspectives, and experiences is all well and good but it takes much strength to truly take advantage of such opportunity.  And as I embark upon the possibility of continuing to build and live a life in which I am falling completely in love with, I find myself questioning…how long can this dream last?
I struggle sometimes with that question because I simply love this life of mine and never want it to  be coined as “an experience” as a “dream that I once lived…” I want it to be my life…not just a chapter or the road less traveled by, I want it to remain in my heart in my daily life…but how do I accomplish such a mission; ode to the questions that have more than one answer.
I am in the process of deliberating between projects, organizing, revamping, and finding out a way to make Lazarus Community become more sustainable.  It’s not just Lazarus Community that I’m trying to make more sustainable, but I’m trying to make my life here in Uganda more sustainable as well.  The Holidays brought much to think about, reflect upon, and learn from…and now here I am two weeks into the new year and feeling pressed for time…however, last week I took on a huge challenge and climbed the Nyiragongo Volcano in the Democratic Republic of Congo and I will be filling you in on that beyond amazing adventure here shortly…however, the road trip, postponement in Kisoro, and of course the climb up and down gave me plenty of time to think, meditate, and pray as I continue to try and put together a few pieces of this never ending yet blessed puzzle I call life.
Sorry for the delay in wishing you all a Happy New Year as you have been supportive and generous please know that you are always in my thoughts and in my heart.
Much Love to you all,
Anne Therese
…..Congo expedition to follow….























Saturday, December 10, 2011

HUMAN RIGHTS DAY

I feel that all of sudden I'm lit on fire, ready to go, and full of energy.  Recently, for some reasons and more than I'm letting on I've been a bit groggy or so it seems and now something came to me like pots banging in my ear...MAKE SOMETHING HAPPEN; GET INVOLVED; LIVE OUT LOUD.  Some days I feel that I am not doing enough and now I fear that feeling is sincere....I must/I NEED to do more with my life...take some time just to read through this small document and listen to Bob Dylan sing for us Chimes of Freedom and try not to feel moved...I dare you.

http://www.un.org/en/documents/udhr/index.shtml

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AOMX9yJpa_g

Are you with me or are you with me...enough sitting around and/or thinking about our next move for our own personal motives...let love reach out and fulfill the "ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS" cliche.  

Much Love and Sincere Hope for you,
Anne Therese

Friday, November 25, 2011

Prepare: Verb: 1.Make (something) ready for use or consideration. 2.Make (food or a meal) ready for cooking or eating.

I’ve been wanderin’
I’ve been wonderin’

Nearly every day for the last two weeks I have had “update blog site” on my list to do and at the end of the day that little box remained unmarked.  My excuse is that I have been traveling, taking care of a sick friend who had +++malaria, which means she was very very ill, trying to catch up on work, taking some time to rest my bones, and preparing myself to say goodbye to three of my close friends who are all leaving within two and half weeks of each other.  The reality of me neglecting the blog site for the most part is because I have had so many experiences, ups and downs, and literally too much going on in my mind that I still cannot seem to collect all of my thoughts to put them into words; however, after a lovely Thanksgiving celebration I decided that now is a good a time as any.
So where to begin; two weeks ago I left from Kampala with four dear friends in the morning to head to our weekend of bliss at Lake Bunyonyi near Kabale, Uganda.  The trip took nearly nine hours but was worth it. When we arrived in the town of Kabale we took a “special hire” aka taxi driver to the edge of the lake where we waited for our small motor boat to come pick us and motor us to our island where we stayed for three nights.  The surroundings were stunning; it was if I had found myself enveloped in between beautiful green hills, peaceful flowing water, and under the sky of perfection.  Needless to say, it was breathtaking.
While we stayed there on the island for a few days we canoed around our island, drank free tea all day long, had noteworthy conversations, got lost in thought walking around the island, played cards and had a few cocktails, ate wonderful food, and stamped our minds with lifelong memories.  However, my friend fell ill and had to be admitted to the clinic.  She was delirious, exhausted, and literally sleeping all day and night.  Staying there in that clinic with her for nearly two days after the rest of our crew left for Kampala I found myself feeling very alone.  I have never sincerely had to care for someone in that way “24/7” before and I now I feel I have a competent understanding of what it may feel to be a mother in some way.  Regardless, to all mother’s out there, I’m not so sure how you do it day in and day out.  Trying to feed someone, change them, help them to the loo, talk with doctors, make phone calls, sleep on the floor, fight off insects and bugs, eh, it became overwhelming.  However, after we got back to Kampala and remained in their clinic for some days she was finally discharged.  We took her back to her “home” where I stayed with her for another two days to help her stabilize her groundings.  I believe I am still learning from that experience and there is no doubt in my mind that it will forever be with me.
After returning to my home in Wanyange, I slept and even for me it took a day or two to find my niche again in my life here.  This entire month just seems to be one thing after the other.  As I mentioned before three of my dear friends are all leaving within two and half weeks of each other and I’m not sure if it’s this way for you but for me, preparing to say “fare the well” to someone is hard enough, but three people?! I’m exhausted.  It seems I tried to spend as much time as I could these last couple of days with my friend who left yesterday and I know that this coming week I will be doing the same thing traveling back and forth from Jinja to Kampala to soak in as much of my other two friends’ presence in Uganda as I am able to before they both leave next week.  For me, it seems I like to prepare myself for such events and honestly, I haven’t done so as much as I believe I should have even now.  Andy (who left yesterday), Liz (who leaves Dec. 1) and Matt (who leaves Dec. 3) have sincerely made my time here bearable when I thought I wouldn’t make it through, they’ve enlightened me with their perspectives, and they have offered me friendships that I are embedded on my heart.  Of course we say, “it’s not goodbye” but the lives we lead here together will be entirely different once we find each other in the US (or UK) again and that is something I am not sure I will ever be able to prepare myself for; in the meantime while they are finding their way back in the UK and the US I will be missing them terribly here in UG.
It’s hard for me to believe that yesterday was Thanksgiving.  We actually celebrated here with about 20 people and it was beautiful.  My friend Mark who is a visiting seminarian from Notre Dame, IN with the Holy Cross Congregation put together a wonderful programme for us all.  I even found myself helping him do the shopping and the prep (along with other helping hands) in the kitchen yesterday.  Who knew that I could make green bean casserole?  I never would’ve known, however, let me be honest it was NO WHERE near as delicious as my Mother’s.
All day yesterday we were busy preparing, laughing, singing, chopping, boiling, setting, etc. that the thought of missing Thanksgiving at home was somehow doable.  After all was set and the turkey was sliced, I looked around me and there I found myself surrounded by people I never knew existed, a new family, a new circle of friends and there we were together a mixture of Americans and Ugandans…it was beautiful.  However, as we made a toast and shared our delicious meal my heart was tugging; I was missing home.  For me, I’ve never been away from home during this Holiday season and I have a feeling that once Christmas rolls around (which let’s face it, it’ll be sooner than we are willing to accept) I will truly feel myself questioning different things.
All of these different thoughts keep coming and going, challenges that I’ve faced with progressing with Lazarus Community, new projects that are coming my way whether I am truly prepared for them or not…it’s been somehow a perplexing month for me yet I found myself trying to count my blessings yesterday and I couldn’t simply because there are too many to count. 
I have been blessed beyond imaginable. 
With the phenomenal technology of today I was able to skype with my family, even my cousins, aunts, and uncles, and neice yesterday and I felt as if I was there…I felt as if I were sitting on the table as the center piece actually as I knew I was placed in the middle of the table, I felt blessed.  When I look out my window and see the Ugandan passerby’s, hear the cocks crow, the birds chirp, the cool breeze of the rain season chill me, I feel blessed.  Recognizing that not everyone has the chance to partake in such experiences and travels as I have, I feel blessed. When I hear about people from home supporting Lazarus Community and my mission, I feel blessed.  When I look at pictures of where I have been, what I have done and who I have met, I feel blessed.  When I think of all of you who take the time to keep updated with my journey here, I feel blessed.  When I wake up in the morning, I feel blessed.  When I can drink clean water and take a shower, I feel blessed.  When there is food on the table (even if sometimes it is just bread) I feel blessed.  When I know I have the means to make it to tomorrow, I feel blessed.  When I have made such good friends that my heart aches at the thought of saying goodbye to them, I feel blessed.  After seeing how sick one can be and I am in good health, I feel blessed.  When I have a roof over my head, I feel blessed.  When I think about the education that I have received, I feel blessed.  When I realize that I am able to think far enough in advance about the “next step” I feel blessed. When I recognize how many people love me and support me, I am blessed.  When I think about my family, I am blessed.  When I think about my friends, I am blessed. I am blessed and I am THANKFUL. The list goes on and on and sometimes I simply have to write these things down or reflect on how blessed I truly am so that I can return to the thoughts of my mission and the reason I am here rather than the poses thoughts of why I am not somewhere else. 
At times I find my mind wandering off in different directions though perhaps wondering about some other life I could be leading, or the life I will lead after this one here in Uganda.  I feel that my lifetime spent here will guide me throughout the rest of my life I will lead.  One thing I have discovered about myself is that I am fickle and at times I am not pleased with myself for being such.  Then I turn it into a positive and think to myself perhaps I am fickle because I have been working on being open hearted and open minded that I feel that I could take on or try new things, delve into new projects, become a part of a new team, expand my horizons…I could go here or I could go there, I could do this or I could do that…talk about blessings…one thing I do know for certain is that I do not want to rush through my time here as I have mentioned plenty of times before, however, I do want to prepare myself for what else it out there.
I’m all about preparing…well preparing myself to be prepared for the unknown as best as I can.
As for Lazarus Community, the women of Ntinkalu and Nakasadhere are the reason I am still here.  They have something for me, they have a place for me, they have a certain drive about them that makes me want to be a better person each time I meet with them.  The women are working diligently and the success of the hard work is apparent through the success we have seen at home at different events where my Mother and Father have been our number one advocates.  The longer I am here the more possible the idea of truly sustaining Lazarus Community comes to life.  In these early stages it is beyond important to be here on the ground but when the time comes (which is somehow inevitable to some extent) when I will be leaving Uganda for some time Lazarus Community will be stable enough to maintain our connection and our relationship as colleagues.
I pray that you all have taken the time to recognize your blessings and that you were able to celebrate a beautiful holiday of giving thanks and spending time with your loved ones.  I am blessed. I am thankful. And I know I could not be here without your encouragement and support.  Thank you for being as dedicated as you have been and the next time I wander or wonder off I will bring you with me as I will take the time to find the words.
Much love to you all,
Anne Therese
Some snaps of my current adventures

Motor boat ride

View from our geodome deluxe



canoeing!

ahh, beautiful

Lake Bunyonyi



helping hands


There she goes

Mark & I

here it is!

My dear friend Matt

The spread



Thanksgiving cheers

Nile River